These past few weeks have been tough... that may actually be an understatement.
Today, was probably the worst (maybe second worst) of all of those days, but I am looking to let it be redeemed. So today, I am learning... ...to be okay with taking baby steps ...that being unproductive is not equivalent with being worthless ...that just smiling a little and wishing others well can do quite a bit for my mood ...life isn't perfect and neither am I and I do no good wishing either weren't the case ...to say sorry over and over and over again to the loved ones I hurt ...that February and March have been, and still are, difficult months for me ...tears are okay, even if they're daily tears ...that even if the only people to read this blog are Sam, Pops, and my mother, I still need to write here ...to remember past good days and look forward to future good days and know that today is not all days ...that some days, I get stuck up in my head and that's not always great ...that hard days like today are not bad, are not shameful, are not useless, and do not define me ...that I am still loved.
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December 2022
I'm guessing I'll have it all figured out by the time I turn 30.
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