Dear Pa - Putting up your picture in my room made me pretty sad today. I'm glad I got 18 years to love you. Dear Friends - Ya'll need to kindly get your keisters over here pronto. I cannot wait to run into each and everyone of your arms screaming. Dear Samuel - Today, you moved all of my trunk into my third floor room, moved three desks so I could get a good one, and sat on my bed for about an hour because I was too stressed to let you do anything. If my gratitude could outweigh my guilt, I'd be super grateful. #workingonit Dear China- I had a good cry over how much I miss your beautiful city today. The wooden handles, buses, the 10th floor of the hotel, honks and honks and honks.
Father, I don't understand why you had me go to China and experience all of that love and beauty if not to return again. My heart is aching, Jesus, I'm sure a minute reflection of the ache that you feel to return to earth, where your beloved remain. If this love is not meant for me to return to this city, God I accept that. I ask you to grant me wisdom and discernment beyond what I have ever received, so that I know how to love and serve you well through this passion that is rooted deeply in my soul. I give it back to the giver of all things.
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I'm guessing I'll have it all figured out by the time I turn 30.
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