making : hopefully some gluten free pumpkin muffins to support my flo (cyclesynching for the win!)
cooking : omelettes with Sam, just like we used to do on Sundays back when we were dating :) drinking : homemade hot chocolate: cocoa powder, coconut milk, cinnamon, chocolate chips for good measure reading : the second book in the Wrinkle in Time Series, I want to read The Return of the Prodigal Son by Henri Nouwen, because my very wise friend Holland recommended that to me yesterday wanting : a little desk for our front porch. Just something tiny that I can tuck a few things away in & write some letters on and have a space to create. Ideally, an antique secretary desk that somehow only costs $20 :) playing : Beyonce's Lemonade album on our 1970s stereo with the 1990s CD player haha looking : for a new crockpot recipe we can make each week. Hopefully something involving tacos! wasting : a lot of epsom salts in my baths. perhaps not a waste, but I am out & that is sad. wishing : I had pipes like Beyonce. enjoying : having a roommate/someone living with us. It livens things up and I really appreciate her. liking : that it's still light out for several hours after i'm done working! (Stolen from Alexi, but just too true!) waiting : for actual spring? To sit on my back patio and dig my hands through some dirt to repot all of my sad houseplants & douse them in some water and organic fertilizer so that they can make it through another year wondering : how I will possibly be able to run a half marathon in four weeks. loving : that I get to see my dear sister (who just climbed Mt. Kilamanjaro!) this weekend. FINALLY! hoping : to continue, with diligence, being a loving & responsive teacher with high expectations marveling : at the conversation I had with Holland yesterday and how she knows me so deeply and has great wisdom and insight. I can't believe the depth & breadth of conversations we had in two hours yesterday. needing : a friend, who is not a mom and not a college student, right here in my own town. Lord, please. smelling : my sweet conditioner from the bath I just took! wearing : a new black shirt that I got from goodwill that is unlike anything I usually wear (read: fitted) following : the moon phases, really diligently. I did a new moon meditation today, which I sincerely enjoyed & was refreshed by. Also, I almost fell asleep during it, but that's fine, right? noticing : that my body responds better to weight training than running distances. what a relief. Here's to no more half marathons for a while. :) knowing : the truth of the unconditional & immeasurable love of God and the beauty of his omnipresence. feeling : like I should maybe take an instagram fast. Or just a step back. I am too consumed by what I think others may think of me, which feels pretty demoralizing & not what my soul needs. Anyone else?
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